Anonymous said: are you a virgin?

no i’m not. i usually would lie but this is tumblr and i don’t care what people say. but unfortuantely, i had to lose it to an asshole. it was the biggest mistake i’ve ever made in my life. it was basically hit and quit it, from a person i had feelings for. i wish i wasn’t so stupid and i wish people understood how shitty i feel. this all happened last week by the way. it feels like no one understands how it feels; to know you don’t mean anything to that person when they mean a lot to you. some people think “oh it’s just sex, nbd” no, shut up. you’re stupid. it is a big deal. you can’t go back, it’s done. i don’t’ care if people think i’m overreacting, this is how i feel. i feel i made a big mistake. it’s the worst feeling in the world. knowing they probably don’t care and probably never will and also you would do anything for them but they don’t give two shits.